Wednesday, May. 03, 2006
Battling the Oblique


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Best song ever. It really is the future when you can just mumble and jibber jabber and make a hit song.............IN BRAZIL. (if you want to see what i'm talking about check out the cool vid). Not that I think all Portuguese is mumbling or jibber jabber, just this specific song.

But the concept of not knowing what to say but wanting to say something, or just being so confused that nothing that comes out makes sense in any way is powerful. However, that actually doesn't actually represent what I'm feeling. In some ways, yes, but not in a deeply accurate way, yeah.

The confusion is correct, yes. I strive for clarity of intention, sort of lame of me to remove all mystery, but maybe my clarity can be comforting. For myself, I think it possibly is. Resolution is pretty powerful. For others, I'm not so sure.

Got the kitchen respectable tonight. A continuing theme of recent time for me is that while accomplishment is cool and necessary and briefly feels good, it does not bring me deep peace or joy. Maybe I'm being over dramatic about that.

Being a lot of things to a lot of dudes and to myself.

Old piece of gum on the back of my jeans, you got all used up, and then were left to ruin something.


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