Wednesday, Apr. 03, 2002
a flair for the...


Why should priests or any religous leaders be able to show moments of doubt? They are the rocks. It's like if George W. Bush came on TV and said, "We're gonna die, we're all gonna die, it could be twenty years, or tonight." People would freak out. Maybe he should do that. It would stir the pot. We are so sure of ourselves as a nation and as people. We think that we are right and what we think will actually happen. How many people will be right in the end? How many people are actual right everyday?? Not 50%.

Does it feel good to feel strong?? It is hard to think of in those terms. I think it is pretty reassuring to feel strong and to have a shield and armor of knowledge and correctness, but I don't actually think it feels good. It feels best when you are admitting that you may not be right and that you don't know the answers. It feels so good to realize the smallness of ourselves and share that with somebody. It feels good to not be able to stop crying sometimes. It feels good to know that if you are crying that it is OK. To Touch Base.

It feels good to be small. It feels good to create an odor from moving around. It feels good not know the answer.
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