The other night I had to force myself to dial the phone. The other night when I was afraid my bridges were burned. I had to dial it twice. Phone calls are so much harder when you don't know what the person will say.

I'm pretty sure I want to have sex with Ryan Phillippe. I mean full on, good ole mansex. All the way and everyway. YEAH!! He oozes charisma. He is Reese Witherspoon's wife, and he looked amazing in that hat in Gosford Park.

I am also pretty sure that we are stuck. We are stuck in patterns. Love and attraction are screwed up. The state of attraction is wrong. It seems like our attraction is completely narcissistic. Small people like to date small people. Big people like to date big people. We like people that look like us. It is weird. Honestly. Look at couples. Checktiout...sweartogod.