Monday, Mar. 11, 2002
Simplicity sounds stupid.


I am weakened with jealousy everyday. More than once a day I act hastily, and say things I shouldn't because I have been hurt because of the jealousy monster.

We are all connected by common experience and common feeling and common frustration. It is unbelievably sad that we make things harder on each other day after day. When you look someone in the eye you can't be rude to them, because you know they are real. We dehumanize ourselves each day with shields of spite and armor of angst.

Why would it be neccessary to destroy someone you don't even know. Why would you want someone who loves you to feel bad. Why would that make your life/day any better.

I have goals and plans for myself. I have goals and plans for myself. I do not want to make those around me feel bad. I do not want to make those who I love feel bad. I do not want to make those who love me feel bad.

I am a tree, don't cut on me.

You are a birch, I won't cut on you.


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