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Today: Doing what I had dreaded for weeks....there was the sun which treated me so well at 8 in the morning and made me feel like I was the center of the universe, and then there was the amazing occurance with the blad eagle, the unusally large fish, and the falcon. The person who was supervisor was very very nice, and it was my last day, so now all my days off are my own. Tonight: What should have been so fun and good (at was to a certain extent), became exasperating due to the lack of connection developed with any of those who I hoped to be close with. I was a big crab, and everyone who I want to shae with was not in the mood. You wait for things, and you wait for things. You think about the things you are doing and how you don't like them and you wait for what you are doing to be done, because you are looking forwared to what you are doing later, but then you are wrong. You should have been looking foward to the sun and to the fish and to the eagle. |