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The other day, Grunty was in the bathroom with me. It was very quiet, and he was roaming around. He would walk up to something and sniff if real good, and it was so quiet in the bathroom I could hear him sniff. Sniff Sniff Sniff, and I just wanted to emulate him. He became so much moe real for a second, most likely because the things I do make noise. My breathing makes noise and walking and snoring and talking and all that, and I hadn't heard much noise out of Grunty other than meowing and squaking and after a while you forget that he is saying things to you and just write it off as meowing, but his small body making noise was special. The theory of humans pairing off has been in my head recently. We search around for a match, and many times we will do unnatural things to attract this person to pair of. It's all a quest to find a match, but I don't want a match...because no one is a match for me...but I don't say this to be weird or sad...I just feel like everyone could be a match for me, to a certain extent. Pairing off is good, because the connection is so much stronger in a one-on-one format, but or desire to pair off seems so inhumane and even cruel at times. We scorn so many in order to find one that we deem fitting. I have been acting strange in groups again. Everything gets lost in the translation. Things come out wrong, and intentions are mistaken. I know the way I act is unacceptable...I guess I am just trying to make a scene or a point. I have been having room dreams. When you know you would be better off alone in your room, but you can't make yourself leave the situation you are in. We all used to listen to things, but now we wouldn't do that. "Gosh, I was sure silly back then." "Well, I just don't think that is true, I just think you like different things, and that's okay." Don't stray from the perfection. |