Tuesday, Nov. 27, 2001
morning bell, where'd you park the car.


So little learning, and so much sitting and staring. We are less than two hours into the day and we have had two breaks. We have done nothing except received our training cell phones. I got one of the nice ones (by accident), and the guy across from me keeps on making awkward jokes about trading, and I almost think I should, but it just makes such a weird big deal about it.

It was not light when I woke up, and it was barely light when I walked to work.

I am three years older than when I was 21. My body has not change much, my voice hasn't changed, and I still have facial hair. The way I act. The way I stand. The way I treat others. I want to treat you right. I want to make you feel special. I want you to know how smart you are.

Awkward lisp, too much talking, repeating words, over and over.


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